If glancing at you is a crime,
I don't mind getting arrested sometime,
If holding your hands is against the rule,
Call me whatever, I'll be cruel.
I think I have a death wish,
Loving someone so obviously taken,
Driving around, hugging him so tight,
As if he's mine for the taking.
Why can't I resist your charm?
Why can't I say no when you lean to kiss?
Why can't I push you away when you hold me close?
Why can't I stop myself from you?
Am I falling for you?
I broke every rule I have left,
I lost all the precious nights I want kept,
I trade all my time for moments,
Am I already and ready for a commitment?
I once took great care of myself from pain,
But this with you, what can I gain?
Everyday we're together,
I longed for something in forever,
What can I do? You already have a lover.
I must accept a defeat,
A battle never happened,
There's nothing to be won,
But only memories to remorse.
I keep in mind, you're a good guy,
You're the greatest I've been with
I'm happy to know someone like you exist
Atleast there's hope someone out there is.
I love you with all my heart,
Nothing we did will I ever regret,
Shared with you the deepest secrets I had
Now there's only pain to forget.