I was re-reading our text conversation the other day,
They made me feel lunatic all day.
The sweet messages you sent were adorable,
The promises and the things you're about to gamble,
Made sense to me now, how I feel so comfortable.
Love was there at that moment.
It lasted up to this day and I know it.
I've gotta say, I'm gonna cherish everything forever.
The short infinity that we've got together.
The death defying moments we've had at graveyard :)
Those teasing games we did infront of my dorm
lead me today to mourn.
I love those memories.
And even if I don't want to keep it
It's still gonna be stuck in my head until the day I die.
I love you. I loved you. I still love you.
I was told the other day,
'To love someone means to sacrifice something.'
I believed him. Even if that happiness doesn't include me,
I want you to know how much I have been loving you.
If those weren't enough,
Someone else could give it to you better.
If you found yourself loving someone like I did to you,
You will understand.
And I want you to do everything to make that person stay.
Because I don't believe in myself anymore that I can make you stay,
I lost magic and the inspiration to go on everyday.
I didn't run out of love.
I just got tired. I rest up a bit.
It didn't do good.
Made me realize even more that I'm holding you back.
And I don't want you to do that.
I'm still gonna love you
I'm gonna look for you when I'm 28 and still single.
I'm gonna have to take that promise you did :)
One day. One day.