She’s way more than I'd ever wanted, though she’s no-one I could ever save.!.
She says no more of feel’N haunted, lows & highs are centre stage as a better phase.!.
She wasn’t what I was seek’N, YET, since we’ve met she’s left me freak’N..!
She fills my hunger, then tells me I’m not a number.!.
It’s like, she’s aroused to see me slay.!.
For her I’d starve til I behave..!
For her I’d starve chills I begave..!
And though she always takes me higher, she could never save me from the fryer.!.
It’s all her ways that I admire, living pass the edge & so close to fire.!.
Piss’D all my years & what I acquire, giving glass the sledge & boast who admire.!.
I’ll forever be her patient, cause I’m impatient & she’s a rush str8 to the grave.!.
I’ll remember being patient, with her patients & she’s pushed gr8 through the rave.!.
She never chooses me, besides she’s so clever she loses me.!.
She’s never through with me, besides if I let her she oozes me.!.
Each time I’d take her, she’d take me and break me with no motive.!.
Then I’d date her like she forgives & lie awake, like she’s not supportive.!.
She’s been my company & my attorney on this journey, when nothing gives..!
She’s once tried to drown me we keep no boundaries, except to the point of where no-one lives..!
She’s had me deal with intent to floss payments, you’d question me to declare she gives.!.
She’s had me deal with agents & cross’D agents, who’d question me of where she lives.!?
I must be dumb..!
She's never hurt, she preys to give.!.
I must be numb..!
I'm always hurt, YET prays to live.!.