At this point,
I feel nothing.
Because I don’t know what to feel,
I feel alone,
I feel secluded,
But most of all,
I feel numb.
Tears roll down my cheeks,
And the salt stings my eyes.
I laugh and I’m happy.
I cry,
I bleed,
I scream,
And I’m numb.
Tears turn to ice on my cheeks,
And my eyes become dry.
I begin to lose the feeling in my body,
And my heart stops beating.
I don’t know if I’m okay,
I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay.
I cry,
I bleed,
I scream;
I am numb.
