I awoke today to find myself as myself.
It was reassuring.
This Fever keeps blurring my vision,
I'm glad I gave it up.
My one thought is to settle down and live,
but I don't know if I'll ever be allowed to be that festive.
My insides have been burnt,
But now they're starting to return.
My forehead is on fire but I no longer care if it takes me.
The light of my eye hates me inside,
But I'm turning it to love.
My feet twitch for the road, even though I don't know
if I'll ever find a happy home.
I believe She'll come to me,
Eventually; in her own time.
My heart swells and quells
with waiting for the Divine.