I lied once to the person I hold closest to my heart.
I should have told her how I feel for her from the start.
Instead I made her hate me and everything I have inside.
I guess I should have figured I'd throw away my life.
Now, I know I'll have to fight to ever again be friends.
I hope with all my being she'll come around again.
Each day I go looking for something that I may never find.
But I guess that's the price you pay for not speaking your mind.