I never thought you'd help, like that book upon a shelf.!.
I just thought you'd take my time, then I'd lose my mind.!.
I weighed three corks filled with dimes 'grade three work', watch them melt.!.
No pains gained, no lost felt.!.
I fought and lost to myself..!
And to love, I was unavailable.!.
I've hung onto my pride, like a ride that I've hitched.!.
I've lost my way to my emotions, saw my fears collide with my devotions.!.
Later kisses are missed across an ocean, 'in an abnormal normality', being my reality..!
Where the equality guide, sits aside.!.
Slaving a dark world with no switch..!
And to love, I am now available.!.