When I was just five years old I used to sleep with my father, early in the morning my mother want to get ready for school and I just hide in father's arms. he replied to my mother Aini is not here!
This was the great moment of life when I don't want to face things I was just hide in father's arm but now I dnt have that arms any more. He left me alone 6 years ago and till date I am just missing him. On his death my mother was alive I did not cry because of her pain and sadness. .. Still that tears are inside me. I never tell ny one about it because people may laugh that how stupid I am.
We never die with our loved ones physically but our soul never forget their painfull gap in life.
May be I am making you feel bad and miss some one whom you never ever meet again. But I am sure you will smile when you feel their love still arround!