After four years of sexual abuse growing up from a family member from the age of 7-11. I had put my pain to the side for so many years with no one knowing what had happened. Not even my parents. In my early twentys the pain hit me hard after trying to pretend it never happened because i never talked about it. I had no other way of expressing the pain. I am not good at expressing my emotions to others as that makes me feel very uncomfortable and i couldnt really talk to anyone about it . I always thought as poetry to be something that constantly rhymed. It kind of just happened late nights on my laptop thinking about it all everything just came out easily. I started writing poetry as a sense of therapy to myself. No matter what your going through your not alone if i can help someone overcome any sense of pain, then my writing is more than worth it.